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| HAD I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet,
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.
alot has been going on lately. Some good some bad, but God's in it all. Thanks for all your feedback on my pieces! It's really encouraging. Anyone who has told me that they've been praying for me, it really means alot and you know who you are, I've been praying for you too. But don't stop, I'm a blackhole for prayers. It's time I start making some decisions, and honestly I don't know how they're gonna turn out. But I see a direction, and that's where I'm goin'. (it's a good direction mind you.) But I'm making some of my own decisions. I want to go where I feel I'm being led. I've been taking time out lately to read, because I honestly don't read as much as I should. Movies are my thing, most of you know that. But that's entertainment (for the most part). I've been a little hungry spiritually lately. The other day I told someone that if they went to the B.I, i'd go back down to Florida and redo my first year. I think if R.I.T. told me that I wasn't accepted, i wouldn't be that dissapointed honestly. I'd like to just, i dunno. ..just take life as it comes, do some classes at MCC, but just live life. I don't want my entire life planned out. Some things are fairly spur of the moment. God's tellin' me where to step and it's just so darn hard to listen. I need to listen.
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| For those of you who don't myspace...
my self portrait triptych. Tada.
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| This really is a waste of my time. I am so frustrated right now.
no really, I'm serious.
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| Life.
Frustrations. I hate not knowing what to do and just being in a complete state of "what the heck am i doing. where am i going in life? Why am I going there? What's the point?" Argh.
My brain feels completely stagnant. Milk was a bad choice.
I need sleep. Really I think that's the problem.
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| I've been meaning to update for a while, but I always put this off and end up forgetting things. But whatever, it's not a huge deal i suppose. So the day after i wrote the last blog, which was St. Patty's day, I randomly called up Mike, a guy from my 2D design class, and was like "hey wanna go to Buffalo tonight?" It was kinda funny, but anyways we all (Me, Mike, Rach, Christie, H, n' Bets) had a really good time. We went to The Anchor Bar, which is supposedly where the first Buffalo wings came from. We got 50 hot and BBQ wings and a white pizza. We almost ate all of it too, MMMM yummy. haha, then we went to Canada and walked around for a bit, went to starbuck's, looked around for a cheap haunted house, but they were all a lot. Then went back and watched Hitchiker's Guide. It was a good time. Anyways, Mike ended up becoming our bassist for Excelsior, but now our drummer is kinda backing out a little so we gotta figure out what to do now. Whatever it's not like we're trying to go big with this, I kinda just see Excelsior right now as just havin' a good time with my friends. Been having a lot more fun lately just due to the fact that I have someone to actually chill with in Roch. Thank God. I got a portfolio review the other day at RIT and I guess I'm accepted. Now just to go 70,000 dollars in debt and I'm all set! WOOHOO! can't wait. (sarcasm. lots.) I wanna see Silent Hill. I don't have class for the next 3 weeks. Saweeeeeet! I've been not working as much at Uno's, so I've had to pick up a few shifts. But that doesn't bother me it just makes my schedule more flexible. AND it's a record I've had 5 Sundays off in a row!!! What's up with that?! I'm not gonna ask but THANK GOD! I actually get to go to church and have band practice and see people! Well Dave, Jackie, and Nick, came to Roch again, but Mike and I gotta out class just a bit too late, so there was only one band left, so I was about 40 feet away from 'em. So close. haha, I'll see you guys soon. Actually I'm considering visitin' SL, maybe next weekend, which would be awesome.
GOD.
ART.
TATOOS.
MUSIC.
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